Monday, January 4, 2010

Deferred Adjudication

And it starts the new year

Well, well, since had to do the first inning of the year! I hope everyone (who reads this and not XD) you have had a good entry Anoy make 2010 a great year for you. I do not usually become a "New Year's resolutions" because, overall, I always meet other that I had proposed, and leaving out some (or many) of those on the list xD
But
Well, there are always some things you want to do, even mundane and will not affect anything important in your life (yes XD), but if you go to make your list, beware where you write xDDDDDD
the
As far as I'm concerned, I read some mangas I've been leaving for some time after (Soul Eater, Evangelion, Fairy Tail ...); also see some animes I've been leaving (Busou Renkin, xxxHOLiC Kei, Guin Saga ...); change the layout of my website, to translate a novel more than Slayers: pulling a piano at the head of some person nearby mine ; crap in asterisks IVREA not yet bring new Slayers sleeves, changing jobs, etc, etc ...

How many of these things be fulfilled? Who knows, the year is very long but it works against, and that then you are leaving because you think you have time and when you realize the 2011 is here XD Anyway

people I said, happy new year!

Friday, January 1, 2010

Pattycake Planet Suzy

XD First post of 2010 New Year's Goals

my first post in the new year to see * _ *, 31 ~ was cute, from my balcony is half the city, then the fires were artificial everywhere * _ * it was very nice * _ * We clean
new year, and ended up killing me xx arm, but now rested and improved a bit, which I have is to let it rest more xx, and then fix my sewing parlor is a mess, nya xx;
was making a list of cosplays to do this year, and I need some wigs ... bqto'll go see if I can get, because the quota of internet is still very little, and Peter does not want to use everything, but it will leave a part of him ... lolita and things I want, wigs ... I have not decided yet what to buy> \u0026lt;try to see if I get my credit card and my internet dollars, but I am very confident xx, I really hope to find some wigs here, as are short so there is possibility ~ xx mood;
Finally! I was happy to do the cosplay Luka, and I said, ahhh, that will calm me for a while, but nothing, and I wanted to do another cosplay OO;;;; and the manito damaged because I can not do -.-;;; anything so as better to me! I can not make cosplays, I have to do first that I was told to do, which I paid and everything. _., but when I have those well-developed, I get to finish the Gemini, which I have it all cut and just need to sew and finish painting the sword ... the hat is ready and the other is missing is the end of the strap oo, in short, is well under way * _ * I have to fix also the owner of peach to take pictures, which already has more than one AN or I did and nothing xx;;;
Anyway, I have not decided whether to buy my usakumyas or leave the money for wigs ... Aish what a difficult> \u0026lt;is that my usakumyas ... but the wigs ... Wai ~ >\u0026lt;!!!

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Phisohex Alternatives



AGHHHH Okis, I'm in a better mood and that oo, I started to do the cosplay Luka, and not to let the hand rest, I killed her \u0026lt;. \u0026lt; ;;;; Now I have to rest or I run out of hands xx;;;, but finally I cosplay * _ * and Muchik wig is so cute * _ * but becomes entangled in a thing> \u0026lt;always about wigs long xx;
Anyway, I was going to make a dress for 31, but I kill the little hands, so I can not but care nu! I will use my clothes of and receipt btssb dressed btssb year, but
fine * _ * Well, speaking of cosplay ... I started to make a list of cosplays to do for next year, I hope to do them all> \u0026lt;I just improve the little hands, I will start with that Edgeworth and that of Russia, which is what it is for others \u0026lt;. \u0026lt;, Then, to see if I end the Gemini, and I also have set a goal of completing all that started and stopped halfway ! >\u0026lt;!!! among these are: yuna, cure peach, and peach tennis oo, and well, the Gemini, which I kept in a bag, the poor oo;;;
Finally! recap, these are my goals for new year:
- Complete
Usakumyas my family - my costume lolita increase with at least 10-15 new clothes
- Complete cosplays that I have half
- Make my homepage lolita
- Make my little shop online
- Learn to get up early -.-;
- Increase by at least 2-3kilos oO;
- Improve the pattern confeccióny
- Getting used to clean
home regularly - Learning to cook fish -.-;
- lolita dress at least 1 time a week
- Get in the journal COSMODE
- Make
Phoenix Group - Make the group of Slayers
- Take photos of
Peach cosplay - Learn to not be so lazy and leave everything to the last minute xx;

And now that's all! I have all year to achieve all that wahahaha! and if not get one, be penance? nyaaaaa xx;;;

Thursday, December 24, 2009

Blue Print Of A Diaper

Just Rambling. _. Hmph

Ahhh, time without writing down here ... Well, several things have happened, so I'll go slowly ...
Let's see, I finally Muchik cosplay ... I had some setbacks, as the jacket was not yet know why, and also that I started to be late because I got very depressed with Kei, and then I let my students quiet , and with one thing and another ... also making the guise of Mary took me and lost time ... at least that was well, well ... anyway ... I soon as I started, a whole box agenda ... finished with the jacket, I only had the rest, and in theory could finish in time ... but heck, it turned out that the jacket was not and it was nothing that could be arranged ... was the only way to do it again, and therefore it was impossible to finish on time. Then, back depression ... "The jacket was bad ... all that work ... suck making patterns, and I thought that was what he did best ... "and so on, what else would happen? as the fool I am, I go and I get depressed again and I get sick over a stupid -.- then one, two ... I see the days go by and I do nothing but walking short time. Why? I myself know. When I decide to do what I have to do is that I have no time! and what do I do? lie down to die and loose instead of working. Why? again, do not know. In the end I have to run and poor Muchik have to come to help and stays up late with me to finish the cosplay on time and the final ... by the bustle, there was no time to hit the details, and he left some in my house ... all by my initial laziness of not wanting to do anything. _. and something always happens. Without exception. ALL the time. Why am I so? I do not know. Luckily, Muchik resolved and did not bother, but ... I have been disappointed. The cosplay was cute, yes, but ... I ended up with swollen hands, pains in the neck and back, and a disaster in my house and my mother's house. Why? Because I'm lazy. _. the problem is that I have always done, and I have always found all good in the final. But this time, I have been to the great disappointment in myself. It was something that had to happen, to wake up, I guess. But really I change that? Sure I can, but, really I do it? I, of course, I say: Of course I will!, But I can not help doubting myself. _. I'm always disappointed, then, why should I continue to believe in me? then I get depressed. _. and I know I'm a fool for all that, but that 'too -.- must be the fault of the pill that makes me all the moods -.- of course, that I say. _.
And then ... Christmas comes. What is Christmas? So I do not know -.- Christmas is something that always depresses me. _. and this year, the worst was the lack of money -.- but in the end, as always, everything went well -.- then say life isn't Being too easy on me? -.- In the end, I will always be my worst critic. _. I keep thinking I Do not Deserve anything I have, & maybe that's the reason I hate ppls. _. But why, Though? I believe I always try my hardest, yet I know it's not really true -.- It Feels Like I'm just playing a game, always inside Safely my bubble -.- realistically, I should be starving to death, because I earn so little money & act so lazy... demo, my parents are always there to support me. Ppl are always there to support me. So I get spoiled ._. That's why I'm so lazy ._. because I know I can get away with it ._. and that's the problem!!! I understand the reason, yet... I don't do anything to fix it -.- I wonder if I'm even making any sense ._. anyways, I just wanted to express what I'm feeling... I am mad at myself for being so lazy -.- I am mad at myself because I know I can do much better, yet I refuse to even try -.- I am mad at myself because I'm spoiled & cause trouble for others -.- in the end... all I have to do is fix it ._. but I still refuse to ._. because Being comfortable is lazy -.- ahhh always returns the same problem. _. everything has to do with my laziness is my worst enemy -.-, I tell ya ¬ ¬ + and the worst is usually stronger than me xx;;; ahhh how things xx;;;