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AGHHHH Okis, I'm in a better mood and that oo, I started to do the cosplay Luka, and not to let the hand rest, I killed her \u0026lt;. \u0026lt; ;;;; Now I have to rest or I run out of hands xx;;;, but finally I cosplay * _ * and Muchik wig is so cute * _ * but becomes entangled in a thing> \u0026lt;always about wigs long xx;
Anyway, I was going to make a dress for 31, but I kill the little hands, so I can not but care nu! I will use my clothes of and receipt btssb dressed btssb year, but
fine * _ * Well, speaking of cosplay ... I started to make a list of cosplays to do for next year, I hope to do them all> \u0026lt;I just improve the little hands, I will start with that Edgeworth and that of Russia, which is what it is for others \u0026lt;. \u0026lt;, Then, to see if I end the Gemini, and I also have set a goal of completing all that started and stopped halfway ! >\u0026lt;!!! among these are: yuna, cure peach, and peach tennis oo, and well, the Gemini, which I kept in a bag, the poor oo;;;
Finally! recap, these are my goals for new year:
- Complete
Usakumyas my family - my costume lolita increase with at least 10-15 new clothes
- Complete cosplays that I have half
- Make my homepage lolita
- Make my little shop online
- Learn to get up early -.-;
- Increase by at least 2-3kilos oO;
- Improve the pattern confeccióny
- Getting used to clean
home regularly - Learning to cook fish -.-;
- lolita dress at least 1 time a week
- Get in the journal COSMODE
- Make
Phoenix Group - Make the group of Slayers
- Take photos of
Peach cosplay - Learn to not be so lazy and leave everything to the last minute xx;

And now that's all! I have all year to achieve all that wahahaha! and if not get one, be penance? nyaaaaa xx;;;

Blue Print Of A Diaper

Just Rambling. _. Hmph

Ahhh, time without writing down here ... Well, several things have happened, so I'll go slowly ...
Let's see, I finally Muchik cosplay ... I had some setbacks, as the jacket was not yet know why, and also that I started to be late because I got very depressed with Kei, and then I let my students quiet , and with one thing and another ... also making the guise of Mary took me and lost time ... at least that was well, well ... anyway ... I soon as I started, a whole box agenda ... finished with the jacket, I only had the rest, and in theory could finish in time ... but heck, it turned out that the jacket was not and it was nothing that could be arranged ... was the only way to do it again, and therefore it was impossible to finish on time. Then, back depression ... "The jacket was bad ... all that work ... suck making patterns, and I thought that was what he did best ... "and so on, what else would happen? as the fool I am, I go and I get depressed again and I get sick over a stupid -.- then one, two ... I see the days go by and I do nothing but walking short time. Why? I myself know. When I decide to do what I have to do is that I have no time! and what do I do? lie down to die and loose instead of working. Why? again, do not know. In the end I have to run and poor Muchik have to come to help and stays up late with me to finish the cosplay on time and the final ... by the bustle, there was no time to hit the details, and he left some in my house ... all by my initial laziness of not wanting to do anything. _. and something always happens. Without exception. ALL the time. Why am I so? I do not know. Luckily, Muchik resolved and did not bother, but ... I have been disappointed. The cosplay was cute, yes, but ... I ended up with swollen hands, pains in the neck and back, and a disaster in my house and my mother's house. Why? Because I'm lazy. _. the problem is that I have always done, and I have always found all good in the final. But this time, I have been to the great disappointment in myself. It was something that had to happen, to wake up, I guess. But really I change that? Sure I can, but, really I do it? I, of course, I say: Of course I will!, But I can not help doubting myself. _. I'm always disappointed, then, why should I continue to believe in me? then I get depressed. _. and I know I'm a fool for all that, but that 'too -.- must be the fault of the pill that makes me all the moods -.- of course, that I say. _.
And then ... Christmas comes. What is Christmas? So I do not know -.- Christmas is something that always depresses me. _. and this year, the worst was the lack of money -.- but in the end, as always, everything went well -.- then say life isn't Being too easy on me? -.- In the end, I will always be my worst critic. _. I keep thinking I Do not Deserve anything I have, & maybe that's the reason I hate ppls. _. But why, Though? I believe I always try my hardest, yet I know it's not really true -.- It Feels Like I'm just playing a game, always inside Safely my bubble -.- realistically, I should be starving to death, because I earn so little money & act so lazy... demo, my parents are always there to support me. Ppl are always there to support me. So I get spoiled ._. That's why I'm so lazy ._. because I know I can get away with it ._. and that's the problem!!! I understand the reason, yet... I don't do anything to fix it -.- I wonder if I'm even making any sense ._. anyways, I just wanted to express what I'm feeling... I am mad at myself for being so lazy -.- I am mad at myself because I know I can do much better, yet I refuse to even try -.- I am mad at myself because I'm spoiled & cause trouble for others -.- in the end... all I have to do is fix it ._. but I still refuse to ._. because Being comfortable is lazy -.- ahhh always returns the same problem. _. everything has to do with my laziness is my worst enemy -.-, I tell ya ¬ ¬ + and the worst is usually stronger than me xx;;; ahhh how things xx;;;

Space Heater Fan Won't Turn

Yay ~ ~ ~ I was finally able to cosplay ~ ~ ~ y kedo kawaii * _ * was a cosplay that had begun long ago, but then stopped doing and I was almost ready oo just touched me finished and ready ~ ~ ~ first time I have a cosplay ready days before the convention was recently OO at the convention, but I take pics kawaii * _ * until pedro battery ran out of the camera, because he forgot to bring spare -.-;;;; finally had time doing cosplay, I xx needed;, and now, for next Saturday, I will try to have your Gemini to make the photoshoot * _ * and the photoshoot of peach, which already has nearly a YEAR or \u0026lt;.\u0026lt;;;; but I have to do a new owner because he has is horrible >\u0026lt;;;; well! shreky through, and I can not know what cosplay complex * _ * do not say anything to be surprised nyohohoho * _ * but for some reason I do not think many people recognize me ... hmmm ... be seen oO;;;
Finally! this week ended with the Gemini and start with unique and edgeworth ~ ~ ~ and I'm full with these two, especially with the only one who is more complicated ~ ~ ~ then I have to get dresses to wear at Christmas * _ * At least I have enough fabric for that * _ * yay ~ ~ ~ xx sew without stopping;;; nya xx;;; ganbatte Ama-chan! * _ * Hmph

Invitation Wording For Physical Fittness

-.- ~ Cosplay Cosplay

Shreky -.- so mean, Ignoring me & telling me to write in da Bloggy -.- hmph!! -.- And this thing is taking forever to load & da internet is crappy x.x; well, at least there's internet here, not like in my house where i dun even haff a phone ToT
Anyways, lately, I've been with da cosplays & stuff... I feel a bit stressed, not being able to cosplay for so long ._. & my last cosplay was like, meh -.- ._. so!!! i wanted to cosplay gemini sunrise, but a boots are hard to find & way expensive, so I haff to make them & i dun wanna x.x;;; i haff to be on vacations or sumthing to make that one ._. so!!! I was looking for a cool character to cosplay... cool-looking but not too hard... still looking, but I can't find any!!! >< in the end I'm still left with da same choices, Sakura from Tsubasa or Ashe in her wedding dress... so, I was leaning more towards Ashe, but the wig will be impssible to find here & i dun haff any more internet dollars, well, like, I haff but is for da site & stuff, & even if i could use it, it won't get here in time ._. agh this sux ><;;;; also, the armor thingys and details... it's a very complicated dress x.x; the dress itself is quite simple, but the accesories are too much x.x;;; i'd really have to devote some time to it x.x; so, I will make it, but not for this event x.x;;; I'll slowly make it for no specific time ._.;;; so!!! that still leaves me with: what can i make for this event??? ><!!! also, there's the problem of the money x.x;;; as I get paid veeeeeeery little, it's not like I can spend a lot of money on cosplay x.x;;;; I still haff to pay for da house stuffs & stuff, cuz pedro also gets paid little x.x;;; so!!! what to do? flashy, easy & not too expensive... I dun think I can find sumthing like that ._. *sigh* oh well...
Anyways, on sunday I went to this convention & the crazy stalker was there, it was kinda... umm... desagradable o.O;;; even so, I ignored her & went on as normal, then she went and yelled after me o.O;;; wth x.x;;; is she gonna try to annoy me at events now? o.O I sure hope not x.x;;;; that's annoying x.x; a cockroach, I tell ya x.x;;;;
So!!! back to what we were saying... ahhh right, Sakura... well, ya see, Sakura is oe of the crazy stalker's favorite characters, & she cosplayed as her a few times, so seeing me cosplay as Sakura (& doing it waaaaay better than her), might drive her even more crazy, & as she's mentally unstable, I'm a bit worried of what she might do to me... BUT!!! I know, I shouldn't think that way, right? I can't let my acts be controlled by her, if anything, there's security at the event, & there's also cops... but, she might choose a more sneaky method to get back at me, so x.x;;; ahhh well, she couldn't beat me before, she won't be able to now <.<;;; even so, it's annoying having to have these pointless thoughts x.x;;; I didn't wanna talk to Kaki about it because she migt get mad, since she hates da crazy stalker, & I'm prolly stupid for even worrying about it, but really... it gets annoying -.-;;; *sigh* well, this time I will keep da evidence & go to the police if she anoys me again -.- the heck -.-
OK!!! I got sidetracked again... anyways, like I was saying... right, Sakura... there are 2 dresses I like, but I can't decide... they're definitely not as hard as Ashe, & still quite flashy... I dunno... ummmmm... also, I already haff da wig for that, too... *sigh* I dunno ._. so I wanted to talk about it & stuff, but yah, shreky ignores me -.- hmph -.- anyways, I asked pedro & he said: "ohh i dun like sakura, so do the other one~~~" all he cares about is his personal preference & didn't even bother to look at the dress, just cuz he doesn't like the character -.- I wasn't even asking if he liked the character or not, I just asked which cosplay was better -.- hmph -.- the heck -.- so, yah ._. I dunno what to do -.- the heck -.- sux -.-